GQ Smoove
I'm not what you would expect me to be, but I am ME nonetheless. Living out my dreams one day at a time.
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I was in a very dark place pretty much the entire year up to this point. I let someone have too much power over me. I wasn’t sleeping. I wasn’t eating. I was losing weight. I was losing myself. But no more. I am slowly getting my life back together. My outlook on things has taken a complete 180° turn for the better. Do I still have bad days and moments of weakness? Yes, I do. But that’s all they are. Moments. Moments that won’t last forever. Moments that come so quickly, and go as quickly as they came. Moments that I will not let define my happiness. I will NEVER let a person be in a position to control my life EVER again. I am in control now. And from here on out, I always will be.
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F**ked Up….
My mind, my emotions, my heart….are all f**ked up. I feel like I’m being pulled in didn’t directions and I don’t know which way to go. I love you more than words and I want to wait for you. But you’re telling me you can’t right now and you’re not sure when you will be ready. All of this would be fine if I didn’t care for you as much as I do. I want you back NOW, or somewhere in the NEAR future. I want to wait for you, I really do. But if something doesn’t happen soon, it might be too late……
